Shout out to Pisces folks (especially those with planets between 0-9 degrees). The May 20th eclipse, current transit of the Sun and upcoming transit of Mercury (all in Gemini) might make things...questionable.
Right now, you've got Neptune (your ruler) at 3 degrees Pisces and Chiron at 9 degrees. Floating above the pain, letting go of the guilt, finally (finally!) getting a whiff of your true calling/path/talent. Pisces at full power is beautiful to behold: Zen, compassionate and focused on soul-empowering creativity. Awesome.
Then along comes this action in Gemini, all of which tosses a prickly square at your newly hatched self. You want to float along in a haze of enlightenment but Gemini is heckling away, telling you to mind the details. You'd be happy to bask in the dreamy glow of your new purpose, but Gemini is pushing for decisions. Isn't it enough to just let it be? Nope. Gemini insists that you apply logic to your dreams.
This can all feel quite painful, especially when Chiron is hit. Here come the doubts and fears again (Are you good enough? Can you carry this off? Will people see through you and discover these "plans" are a joke?) The truth is that this will be the first of many, many tests. Admit it, Pisces; it's easy for you to drift off course. The idea is prettier than reality. But what's the point of Neptune powering up your sign if you don't focus and apply that energy?
Gemini's prodding is designed to test your faith. If you're doubting yourself...that's good! Explore that doubt a bit more and then figure out what you would say to a (hypothetical) audience of disbelievers. List all the reasons why your fabulous goals have juice. Use any challenges you receive to push yourself and develop your plans a bit further.
From now until May 31st, you'll be feeling these challenges. Here's a breakdown of the squares from the Sun and Mercury:
- May 21st -May23rd: Sun in Gemini squares Neptune in Pisces
- May 23rd-May 31st, Sun in Gemini squares Chiron in Pisces
- May 24th-May 25th, Mercury in Gemini squares Neptune in Pisces
- May 25th-May 28th, Mercury in Gemini squares Chiron in Pisces
- May 27th: Sun/Mercury conjunction at 6 degrees Gemini squares the Neptune/Chiron midpoint in Pisces(super-intense day for confronting the urge to let it all slide)